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Feb. 8th, 2010 | 11:44 pm
located: in my comfy bed
feeling: sleepy
listening to: the heat coming through the vents
what would growing up be without a little adventure?
how would we learn if we never made mistakes?
where would we be if we never took risks?
we would be boring, stuck, and terrified.
i'd much prefer to grow, learn, and experience.
i'm happy to be alive.
i'm happy to have oppotunity before me.
i want to do something big.
i want to be all that i can be!
i am going to get out & do more.
meet more.
strive for more.
i am alive, afterall :)
how would we learn if we never made mistakes?
where would we be if we never took risks?
we would be boring, stuck, and terrified.
i'd much prefer to grow, learn, and experience.
i'm happy to be alive.
i'm happy to have oppotunity before me.
i want to do something big.
i want to be all that i can be!
i am going to get out & do more.
meet more.
strive for more.
i am alive, afterall :)
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n
Feb. 6th, 2010 | 08:06 pm
located: in my room
feeling: longing
listening to: "northshore" tegan & sara
i miss having someone here to hold me after a long day.
i miss doing cute little romantic things for no reason.
i miss holding hands while walking & getting butterflies.
i miss the little surprises.
its the little things i miss the most.
its a strange thing being alone after not being alone for so long.
i never used to feel like it was necessary to share myself with anyone.
and i never thought i would ever depend on anyone emotionally, besides myself.
a lot has changed over the past two years... shit.... over the past 6 months!
the thing is, the more time i have to myself to sit & think & reflect, the more sense it starts to make.
i've found myself again - i finally feel like me.
and although i'm not proud of everything i've done in the past couple of months,
i know that everything happens for a reason.
i also know that its not always going to be easy, but its not always going to be this hard either.
as much as i miss having someone around who loves me,
i can't do things just because it's easy.
its just super hard admitting that we were wrong.
that all those plans we made aren't going to happen afterall.
i know that those things will still happen for both of us, just not with each other.
not now at least.
not under these circumstances.
we're young, we're crazy, we have a lot to learn still.
even though we like to think we know everything.
maybe one day you'll realize that i wasn't trying to break your heart.
that i would never intentionally hurt you.
i had to be honest & open about my feelings & how things were going.
anyway.... yes, i miss all the little things that come with being in a relationship with a person.
the closeness, the cute little things, the happiness & stability.....
but as much as i miss it, i refuse to settle for less right now.
i have a life ahead of me.
i don't want to just exist, i want to live.
i want to strive to be the best i can be & do what i love.
this is not to say that shima wasn't good to me.
she was amazing, she was everything you want a girlfriend to be, everything a girlfriend should be.
just not the right place or time right now.
and its something i'll have to deal with.
i'll deal with missing the little things.
i'll deal with missing being with someone so intimately.
one day i'll be with someone right.
one day i'll have all the little things & more.
one day i'll get to share myself intimately with someone who can & will share with me.
one day.........
until then, i wait for you......
honestly, i'm not even sure that made any sense.
it all just kind of came out of me.
in a nutshell, i am looking forward to the right time & place.
i want to be happy. i want you to be happy.
damn, time to study :/
hopefully my head will be a little clearer now....
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o
Feb. 4th, 2010 | 12:07 am
located: in my bed - should be asleep!
feeling: honest
listening to: nothing, for once
what do i do ?
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Feb. 2nd, 2010 | 01:34 pm
located: laying stomach down in my bed (different!)
feeling: hopeful
listening to: "in for the kill" la roux
i was thinking yesterday about my goals for this year.
not so much "resolutions" persay, but goals none the less.
i have come up with a couple for now that i'd like to work on.
i want to create some balance for myself, as not to procrastinate so much & get everything done right.
here's what i've come up with so far:
1. be early everywhere (class, work, appointments, lunch with friends, etc.) - EVERYWHERE.
2. make more time for friends & family when i'm not busy & FOLLOW THROUGH WITH IT.
3. don't miss any classes that i don't have to (waking up late/being lazy is NOT an excuse anymore).
4. read at least two books for pleasure this semester.
5. make it to at least one of the girls games. (today, perhaps!?)
6. go out for a night at least once every two weeks (not excessively).
7. try to eat on a more regular schedule :/ (thats a tough one).
time to go shower.
i have lots of things lined up today.
gotta get ready.
possibly sell back my books if they'll take 'em.
maybe go see chris for a bit.
possibly stop by work.
stop by the girls game @ edison.
stop by estancia!
then class 7 to 10 !
and i have to figure out the third item for my speech on wednesday.
i need some advice on that one.
but i think i'm pretty sure i know what i'm going to bring.
my datebook, dirt from greece, and an old picture from traveling.
sounds good enough to me.
i hope i don't get all anxious again before i go up in front of the class.
i hate getting all shaky & nervous!
good thing i'm in public speaking.
i hope it helps me with that - it should, right?
haha k time to stop procrastinating & lollygagging - gotta put some pep in my step!
not so much "resolutions" persay, but goals none the less.
i have come up with a couple for now that i'd like to work on.
i want to create some balance for myself, as not to procrastinate so much & get everything done right.
here's what i've come up with so far:
1. be early everywhere (class, work, appointments, lunch with friends, etc.) - EVERYWHERE.
2. make more time for friends & family when i'm not busy & FOLLOW THROUGH WITH IT.
3. don't miss any classes that i don't have to (waking up late/being lazy is NOT an excuse anymore).
4. read at least two books for pleasure this semester.
5. make it to at least one of the girls games. (today, perhaps!?)
6. go out for a night at least once every two weeks (not excessively).
7. try to eat on a more regular schedule :/ (thats a tough one).
time to go shower.
i have lots of things lined up today.
gotta get ready.
possibly sell back my books if they'll take 'em.
maybe go see chris for a bit.
possibly stop by work.
stop by the girls game @ edison.
stop by estancia!
then class 7 to 10 !
and i have to figure out the third item for my speech on wednesday.
i need some advice on that one.
but i think i'm pretty sure i know what i'm going to bring.
my datebook, dirt from greece, and an old picture from traveling.
sounds good enough to me.
i hope i don't get all anxious again before i go up in front of the class.
i hate getting all shaky & nervous!
good thing i'm in public speaking.
i hope it helps me with that - it should, right?
haha k time to stop procrastinating & lollygagging - gotta put some pep in my step!
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q
Feb. 1st, 2010 | 10:31 pm
located: in my bed
feeling: excited
listening to: "in my place" coldplay
it's because the songs remind me of you.
especially CD 1.
i hope you like them.
i'm kinda glad school started again.
i feel like the fresh start will be a good one.
i'm determined to be early to all my classes.
and to put all of my effort into them.
it feels like a good 2010.
especially CD 1.
i hope you like them.
i'm kinda glad school started again.
i feel like the fresh start will be a good one.
i'm determined to be early to all my classes.
and to put all of my effort into them.
it feels like a good 2010.
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r
Jan. 30th, 2010 | 11:24 am
located: in my room
feeling: sleepy
listening to: sunny day real estate
"i'm running down, in circles."
i work way too much - this is a fact.
why do i work so much?
because its something i have control over.
its something i do for myself & by myself.
it makes me independent.
no one else has control over MY money.
i feel relevant to something.
it gives me that sense of independence i suppose.
as for running in circles,
i wonder when things will change.
and what is going to happen next....
unpredictable!
by the way, imy.
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s
Jan. 26th, 2010 | 09:40 am
located: in my room
feeling: hopeful
listening to: "linger" the cranberries
i know this is a song about misery.
but it's one of those happy-to-be-alive songs for me for some reason.
why is it that most sad songs make me feel happy?
haha i am so weird!
i've been in a 90's music kind of mood lately.
listening to all the old stuff & i still love it.
okay i think its time to get my coffee & take that morning drive.
then hopefully come back home & work out for a bit.
but it's one of those happy-to-be-alive songs for me for some reason.
why is it that most sad songs make me feel happy?
haha i am so weird!
i've been in a 90's music kind of mood lately.
listening to all the old stuff & i still love it.
okay i think its time to get my coffee & take that morning drive.
then hopefully come back home & work out for a bit.
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t
Jan. 24th, 2010 | 11:45 pm
located: in bed
feeling: imy
listening to: "eres para mi" julieta venegas
eres para mi, me lo ha dicho el viento,
eres para mi, lo oigo todo el tiempo,
eres para mi
la sombra que pasa,
la luz que me abraza
tus ojos mirandome,
la calle que canta su canto de diario,
el mundo moviendose,
y yo se que tienes miedo
y no es un buen momento para ti
y para esto que nos viene sucediendo, pero
eres para mi, me lo ha dicho el viento,
eres para mi, lo oigo todo el tiempo,
eres para mi.
el espejo que da su reflejo en todo
lo pinta tal como es,
mi cuerpo que no tiene peso
si escucho tu voz llamandome
y yo se que tienes miedo
y no es un buen momento para ti
y para esto que nos viene sucediendo,
dejame sentir mas de la cuenta,
el corazon es un musculo,
si no late revienta, extraño,
mirarte de lejos, decir unos tonos,
parecemos tan viejos, tiempo,
mm, ¿quieres mas tiempo?
mirame la piel no ves a caso lo que siento?
tu eres para mi yo soy para ti
el viento me lo dijo con un soplo suavecito
y yo se que tienes miedo
y no es un buen momento para ti
y para esto que nos viene sucediendo, pero
eres para mi, me lo ha dicho el viento,
eres para mi, lo oigo todo el tiempo,
eres para mi.
ohhhh julieta venegas, how i love the.
and i how adore this song.
:)
i'm so annoyed today; so on edge.
PMS - go away!
yo no se.
quisas voy a dormir ahora....
buenas noches.
hmmm first i think i'll write for a bit.
eres para mi, lo oigo todo el tiempo,
eres para mi
la sombra que pasa,
la luz que me abraza
tus ojos mirandome,
la calle que canta su canto de diario,
el mundo moviendose,
y yo se que tienes miedo
y no es un buen momento para ti
y para esto que nos viene sucediendo, pero
eres para mi, me lo ha dicho el viento,
eres para mi, lo oigo todo el tiempo,
eres para mi.
el espejo que da su reflejo en todo
lo pinta tal como es,
mi cuerpo que no tiene peso
si escucho tu voz llamandome
y yo se que tienes miedo
y no es un buen momento para ti
y para esto que nos viene sucediendo,
dejame sentir mas de la cuenta,
el corazon es un musculo,
si no late revienta, extraño,
mirarte de lejos, decir unos tonos,
parecemos tan viejos, tiempo,
mm, ¿quieres mas tiempo?
mirame la piel no ves a caso lo que siento?
tu eres para mi yo soy para ti
el viento me lo dijo con un soplo suavecito
y yo se que tienes miedo
y no es un buen momento para ti
y para esto que nos viene sucediendo, pero
eres para mi, me lo ha dicho el viento,
eres para mi, lo oigo todo el tiempo,
eres para mi.
ohhhh julieta venegas, how i love the.
and i how adore this song.
:)
i'm so annoyed today; so on edge.
PMS - go away!
yo no se.
quisas voy a dormir ahora....
buenas noches.
hmmm first i think i'll write for a bit.
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u
Jan. 23rd, 2010 | 12:21 am
located: in my bed
feeling: excited
listening to: "becoming insane" infected mushroom
by the way, here's a list of who i MUST see at coachella.
DAY 1:
benny benassi
deadmau5
jay-z
la roux
LCD soundsystem
passion pit
proxy
she & him
the avett brothers
the specials
vampire weekend (!!!!!)
wolfgang gartner
DAY 2: (AKA: AMAZING!)
2 many dj's
camera obscura
corrine bailey rae
coheed and cambria
craze
david guetta
dirty south
kaskade
MGMT
muse
sia
the xx
tiesto
tokyo police club
Z-TRIP (!!!!!!!!!!!)
DAY 3:
deerhunter
gorillaz
infected mushroom
little boots
matt & kim (!!!!!)
miike snow <3
PAPPARAZZI
pavement
phoenix
spoon
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v
Jan. 23rd, 2010 | 12:03 am
located: in my bed
feeling: obese
listening to: "you & i" deadmau5
ew, i'm never going to eat again.
i hate feeling like this, ugh.
so i'm getting up early to work out for a bit.
gotta make sure i'm in tip top shape for coachella.
i want to wear a bathing suit & shorts.
it's going to be HOT AS HELL that weekend.
and we're so gonna be there for 3 days!
soooo so excited! i wish it wasn't months away... ughhh....
time for bed if i'm going to get my ass out of bed early.
buenas noches !
i hate feeling like this, ugh.
so i'm getting up early to work out for a bit.
gotta make sure i'm in tip top shape for coachella.
i want to wear a bathing suit & shorts.
it's going to be HOT AS HELL that weekend.
and we're so gonna be there for 3 days!
soooo so excited! i wish it wasn't months away... ughhh....
time for bed if i'm going to get my ass out of bed early.
buenas noches !
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w
Jan. 21st, 2010 | 12:42 am
located: en mi cama
feeling: obese
listening to: "everything" ron reeser ft.myah
donde estas?
quiero que estas cerca de mi.
where'd you go?
imy.
listen to the words of the song !
quiero que estas cerca de mi.
where'd you go?
imy.
listen to the words of the song !
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x
Jan. 18th, 2010 | 01:05 am
located: in my room
feeling: proactive
listening to: "1901" phoenix <3
some days i wonder what it would have been like if i hadn't taken one for the team everyday.
i wonder what it would be like if i hadn't have needed the money or car or material things.
if it weren't for the fact that she is paying for my education & car,
i would have been gone years ago.
i would have told her exactly how we all feel & put her in her place.
i would have said it to her face & expressed how i don't love her.
how she is the reason behind every fucked up thing in each of us.
people tell me "oh, but she's your mom" & ask me how i can be so disrespectful.
if only they saw... if they knew...
lauren saw it tonight, and she actually stood up for me.
she fought back & didn't let her get away with the shit she usually pulls.
it went from hitting me & calling me a worthless stupid bitch when i was younger.
to now, blackmailing me & bribing me into staying & playing the happy daughter card.
i'm glad someone actually witnessed it firsthand.
lauren wanted me to stay at her house tonight.
she said i didn't deserve any of it.
and i know no one would ever understand unless they were put in a position like she was tonight.
and i am so so so sorry that she had to be there & witness it and feel it the way she did.
my mom shouldn't be able to make me feel that way, let alone my friends who are just innocent bystanders.
lauren actually cried - she felt it.
she saw it.
and that wasn't even the worst of it.
that was a pretty bad one, but not as bad as she can be.
i want to get out of this house.
i finally feel strong enough to be able to walk away from her.
its very possible.
i could get myself a place or move in with my dad for the time being.
at least while i save up some decent money & create some stability.
what about the car though?
that is definitely a big one....
means of transportation to & from work.
just, around in general.
i can't afford to get myself a car.
especially one as nice as the one i have.
its going to be done.
i took an ambien.
it is kicking in.
i need to get into bed.
i wonder what it would be like if i hadn't have needed the money or car or material things.
if it weren't for the fact that she is paying for my education & car,
i would have been gone years ago.
i would have told her exactly how we all feel & put her in her place.
i would have said it to her face & expressed how i don't love her.
how she is the reason behind every fucked up thing in each of us.
people tell me "oh, but she's your mom" & ask me how i can be so disrespectful.
if only they saw... if they knew...
lauren saw it tonight, and she actually stood up for me.
she fought back & didn't let her get away with the shit she usually pulls.
it went from hitting me & calling me a worthless stupid bitch when i was younger.
to now, blackmailing me & bribing me into staying & playing the happy daughter card.
i'm glad someone actually witnessed it firsthand.
lauren wanted me to stay at her house tonight.
she said i didn't deserve any of it.
and i know no one would ever understand unless they were put in a position like she was tonight.
and i am so so so sorry that she had to be there & witness it and feel it the way she did.
my mom shouldn't be able to make me feel that way, let alone my friends who are just innocent bystanders.
lauren actually cried - she felt it.
she saw it.
and that wasn't even the worst of it.
that was a pretty bad one, but not as bad as she can be.
i want to get out of this house.
i finally feel strong enough to be able to walk away from her.
its very possible.
i could get myself a place or move in with my dad for the time being.
at least while i save up some decent money & create some stability.
what about the car though?
that is definitely a big one....
means of transportation to & from work.
just, around in general.
i can't afford to get myself a car.
especially one as nice as the one i have.
its going to be done.
i took an ambien.
it is kicking in.
i need to get into bed.
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y
Jan. 15th, 2010 | 02:22 pm
located: en mi cama
feeling: tired
listening to: Erin Brockovich
DARIUS GOT INTO EUGENE LANG!!!!
FUCK YEAHHHHHHH!!!!
looks like i may be making trips to manhattan fairly often :)
now let's cross our fingers for NYU & berkely.
i really hope he decides on something on the east coast, however i might miss him too much.
but it would be really fun.
i want to be Erin Brockovich when i grow up.
maybe like a combo of Erin Brockovich & Lady Gaga.
then i would be absolutely irresistible!
even more so than now.... ;) hahaha
this commercial makes me laugh.
the kid gets a pay-as-you-go phone from walmart,
and then suddenly he's some stud getting a girls number.
and then i thought... hmm... that would be one hell of a relationship later in life.
like "hey, how'd you meet your wife?" - "we bumped into each other at walmart, and it was love at first sight..." ha
i'm tired... i want to take a nap.
oh god, and this commercial is absolutely ridiculous....
an opera about J.G Wentworth.... really?
oh no! did the guy from Worthington Ford in Long Beach die!?
he's not the one who talks on the commercial anymore :(
it's just not the same.
hahahahaha "oh bite my ass, krispy kreme" fucking Erin Brockovich... i swear.
let's go on an adventure.
FUCK YEAHHHHHHH!!!!
looks like i may be making trips to manhattan fairly often :)
now let's cross our fingers for NYU & berkely.
i really hope he decides on something on the east coast, however i might miss him too much.
but it would be really fun.
i want to be Erin Brockovich when i grow up.
maybe like a combo of Erin Brockovich & Lady Gaga.
then i would be absolutely irresistible!
even more so than now.... ;) hahaha
this commercial makes me laugh.
the kid gets a pay-as-you-go phone from walmart,
and then suddenly he's some stud getting a girls number.
and then i thought... hmm... that would be one hell of a relationship later in life.
like "hey, how'd you meet your wife?" - "we bumped into each other at walmart, and it was love at first sight..." ha
i'm tired... i want to take a nap.
oh god, and this commercial is absolutely ridiculous....
an opera about J.G Wentworth.... really?
oh no! did the guy from Worthington Ford in Long Beach die!?
he's not the one who talks on the commercial anymore :(
it's just not the same.
hahahahaha "oh bite my ass, krispy kreme" fucking Erin Brockovich... i swear.
let's go on an adventure.
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z
Jan. 14th, 2010 | 10:15 pm
located: in my room
feeling: amped
listening to: "destination unknown" alex gaudino <3
here we go again..... haha
fucking love this song.
here's to you....
How you doin'? I'm Mr Mos I'm back...
Timb, are you on it?
Timb, are you on it?
Give me some
Is this what you wanted?
Is this what you wanted?
Oh
Uh Wayne's World
I'm the cashier I change girls <3
You can go up my crain girl
And Imma go down that drain girl
Hey ah midnight cowboy
My flow's a dog...down boy
Hah my girl is a queen
And she do what I say ,and I say what I mean
Then I give it to her uncut
Shakira, swing those hips like nun chucks
Now, give it to me
I want the best and the best things in life are free
You can have it all
Anything you want you can make it yours
Anything you want in the world
Anything you want in the world
Give it up to me
Nothing too big or small
Anything you want you can make it yours
Anything you want in the world
Anything you want in the world
Give it up to me
What you get is exactly what you give
Never really know until you try
We're so ahead of this
Got this she wolf appetite that keeps me up all night
You know the way it works don't be afraid to ask
Aim high when the target is low
FYI I am ready to go
People say men are just like kids
Never saw a kid behave like this
What you give is exactly what you receive
So put me in a cage and lock me away and i'll play the games that you want me to play
You can have it all
Anything you want you can make it yours
Anything you want in the world
Anything you want in the world
Give it up to me
Nothing too big or small
Anything you want you can make it yours
Anything you want in the world
Anything you want in the world
Give it up to me
Hey can we go by walking
Or do you prefer to fly
All of the roads are open
In your mind
In your life
Give it up to me
Hey can we go by walking
Or do you prefer to fly
All of the roads are open
In your life
In your life
Give it up to me
Hey lil lady
What's your plan
Say lil mama
Come take a ride jump in
Hey there baby
What's on your mind
Don't need approval tonight, tonight
Give it up
You can have it all
Anything you want you can make it yours
Anything you want in the world
Anything you want in the world
Give it up to me
Nothing too big or small
Anything you want you can make it yours
Anything you want in the world
Anything you want in the world
Give it up to me
You can have it all
Anything you want you can make it yours
Anything you want in the world
Anything you want in the world
Give it up to me
Nothing too big or small
Anything you want you can make it yours
Anything you want in the world
Anything you want in the world
Give it up to me
<3
fucking love this song.
here's to you....
How you doin'? I'm Mr Mos I'm back...
Timb, are you on it?
Timb, are you on it?
Give me some
Is this what you wanted?
Is this what you wanted?
Oh
Uh Wayne's World
I'm the cashier I change girls <3
You can go up my crain girl
And Imma go down that drain girl
Hey ah midnight cowboy
My flow's a dog...down boy
Hah my girl is a queen
And she do what I say ,and I say what I mean
Then I give it to her uncut
Shakira, swing those hips like nun chucks
Now, give it to me
I want the best and the best things in life are free
You can have it all
Anything you want you can make it yours
Anything you want in the world
Anything you want in the world
Give it up to me
Nothing too big or small
Anything you want you can make it yours
Anything you want in the world
Anything you want in the world
Give it up to me
What you get is exactly what you give
Never really know until you try
We're so ahead of this
Got this she wolf appetite that keeps me up all night
You know the way it works don't be afraid to ask
Aim high when the target is low
FYI I am ready to go
People say men are just like kids
Never saw a kid behave like this
What you give is exactly what you receive
So put me in a cage and lock me away and i'll play the games that you want me to play
You can have it all
Anything you want you can make it yours
Anything you want in the world
Anything you want in the world
Give it up to me
Nothing too big or small
Anything you want you can make it yours
Anything you want in the world
Anything you want in the world
Give it up to me
Hey can we go by walking
Or do you prefer to fly
All of the roads are open
In your mind
In your life
Give it up to me
Hey can we go by walking
Or do you prefer to fly
All of the roads are open
In your life
In your life
Give it up to me
Hey lil lady
What's your plan
Say lil mama
Come take a ride jump in
Hey there baby
What's on your mind
Don't need approval tonight, tonight
Give it up
You can have it all
Anything you want you can make it yours
Anything you want in the world
Anything you want in the world
Give it up to me
Nothing too big or small
Anything you want you can make it yours
Anything you want in the world
Anything you want in the world
Give it up to me
You can have it all
Anything you want you can make it yours
Anything you want in the world
Anything you want in the world
Give it up to me
Nothing too big or small
Anything you want you can make it yours
Anything you want in the world
Anything you want in the world
Give it up to me
<3
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a
Jan. 14th, 2010 | 11:00 am
located: in my bed
feeling: tired
listening to: "4AM" kaskade <3
anything you can do, i can do better.
i can do anything better than you.
i wish i could actually say those words to someone.
but since its not exactly "appropriate", i will refrain from doing so. haha.
i should probably get up & get ready for work, hmm.
not exactly sure how much more i can take.
although, the little moments here & there seem to somehow make it all worth it.
or so it seems...
i guess i'll never really know until everything plays out.
yesterday was very random.
everything about it.
okay, time to go get ready.
i need to stop sending my mind to far away places.
i can do anything better than you.
i wish i could actually say those words to someone.
but since its not exactly "appropriate", i will refrain from doing so. haha.
i should probably get up & get ready for work, hmm.
not exactly sure how much more i can take.
although, the little moments here & there seem to somehow make it all worth it.
or so it seems...
i guess i'll never really know until everything plays out.
yesterday was very random.
everything about it.
okay, time to go get ready.
i need to stop sending my mind to far away places.
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b
Jan. 12th, 2010 | 11:06 pm
located: in my room
feeling: :)
listening to: "party in the U.S.A." miley cyrus
is for besos :)
this song makes me smile haha.
i'm SUCH a nerd!
ahh! i'm feeling restless!
butterflies? excitement?
i want to go on an adventure!
who's coming with me?
this song makes me smile haha.
i'm SUCH a nerd!
ahh! i'm feeling restless!
butterflies? excitement?
i want to go on an adventure!
who's coming with me?
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c
Jan. 11th, 2010 | 10:22 pm
si puedo, hago enviar besos a ti constantemente.
deseo que fue posible.
quisas un dia......
quisas un dia no tendre que desear.
deseo que fue posible.
quisas un dia......
quisas un dia no tendre que desear.
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d
Jan. 9th, 2010 | 10:47 pm
located: in my bed
feeling: sick
listening to: nothing
not feeling so hot.
weak, fatigued, nauseous, chest pain, head ache.
i'm a mess :( and i can't sleep.
i don't know what's wrong with me!
weak, fatigued, nauseous, chest pain, head ache.
i'm a mess :( and i can't sleep.
i don't know what's wrong with me!
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e
Jan. 9th, 2010 | 12:39 am
located: en mi cama
feeling: hyper
listening to: "velocity girl" snow patrol
there's a way, there's a way, i know.
i know that someday we will surely find it.
e is the most used letter of the alphabet!
hello... best word in the world begins with e ;)
Elizabethjanerafieyan !
yes, i am a nerd.
and yes, i like it that way.
and yes, i am also an insomniac.
but no, i do NOT like it that way.
i took some benadryl for my head/restlessness.
i hope it helps so that i can get some sleep in before 8am.
that would be preferrable.
is that a word? preferrable? hmm....
haha i am so weird!
goodnight!
i know that someday we will surely find it.
e is the most used letter of the alphabet!
hello... best word in the world begins with e ;)
Elizabethjanerafieyan !
yes, i am a nerd.
and yes, i like it that way.
and yes, i am also an insomniac.
but no, i do NOT like it that way.
i took some benadryl for my head/restlessness.
i hope it helps so that i can get some sleep in before 8am.
that would be preferrable.
is that a word? preferrable? hmm....
haha i am so weird!
goodnight!
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f
Jan. 8th, 2010 | 05:05 am
located: in my bed
feeling: longing
listening to: "4AM" kaskade <3
can't stop listening to this song - so appropriate at 4:56am.
it brings me to a calm everytime, and it's perfect.
"there's a way, oh there's a way, i know.
i know that someday we will surely find it." <3
and i'll do what it takes to prove it.
DISPOSABLE: "a product designed for cheapness and short-term convenience rather than medium to long-term durability, with most products only intended for single use."
i keep telling myself that i am not disposable.
that i am worth more than that.
because i know that i am.
yeah, fuck you.
it brings me to a calm everytime, and it's perfect.
"there's a way, oh there's a way, i know.
i know that someday we will surely find it." <3
and i'll do what it takes to prove it.
DISPOSABLE: "a product designed for cheapness and short-term convenience rather than medium to long-term durability, with most products only intended for single use."
i keep telling myself that i am not disposable.
that i am worth more than that.
because i know that i am.
yeah, fuck you.